God, I'm too stubborn by Laura Botkins

God, I'm too stubborn.  I hate that the only way I often submit to you is when life is too hard. I think I can do it all on my own.  I like control.  I know I am experiencing your discipline right now so I will submit to you.  I have to leave it all at your feet.  There are days when I don't want to get out of bed and see what is next; I do not want to see what goes wrong next.  I cannot do this apart fron you.  Lord hear my cry.